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A new years resolution has been on my mind lately, considering its new years day.
I think my resolution for this year is to feel good, however that may come about and no matter what I've got to do. I want to feel normal again, normal and in no pain. I'd say that the hardest part is knowing nobody can relate, I could tell my family members or friends how I feel, but they really don't understand. I get worried that people will start to feel like I'm exaggerating so I've learned to not complain.. or try my very hardest not to. Sometimes though, people mistake my not complaining for me feeling fine, when in reality I'm trying to stay positive even if I feel absolutely terrible. Truthfully I'm not fine, everyday's a struggle. I'm managing though, to say the most. I hope the new year brings along with it happiness and relief.
I think my resolution for this year is to feel good, however that may come about and no matter what I've got to do. I want to feel normal again, normal and in no pain. I'd say that the hardest part is knowing nobody can relate, I could tell my family members or friends how I feel, but they really don't understand. I get worried that people will start to feel like I'm exaggerating so I've learned to not complain.. or try my very hardest not to. Sometimes though, people mistake my not complaining for me feeling fine, when in reality I'm trying to stay positive even if I feel absolutely terrible. Truthfully I'm not fine, everyday's a struggle. I'm managing though, to say the most. I hope the new year brings along with it happiness and relief.
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