Sarah Angelini

I feel I'm beginning to figure out who I am. I think I have always known but sometimes my severe insecurities talk me into thinking that I don't know who I really am on the inside. Spring break is here for me now, except looking out the window into a winter wonderland is quite surreal. We have about 10 inches of snow right now. I've spent the first 3 days of spring break doing nothing really, yesterday Collin, my good friend Jenni and I went to see monsters vs. aliens and afterward built a giant snowman taller than myself. I've been spending so much time away from the "world" it's as though all of my friendships have literally disintegrated right before me. I know they are all pretty much gone and I have no clue how to rebuild them or if I honestly want to. Part of me has become very very antisocial. It's hard to spend time with people or have relationships because I almost don't want to be involved with people. There's really no good way to give any sort of insight into my thought process lately. Thinking of how I used to have tons of friends and now only have at most a handful makes me sad but I have no desire or know how to fix it.


My headaches have been bad lately, and the insurance company denied me going back to U of M. Maybe I've lost hope or maybe the reality is setting in so there is no point in fussing over something I have NO control over.


I hope all is well for you.