Here I am
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Here I am Blogger, needing you again. I guess I need someplace to be completely honest. So I will be honest, 100% honest.
I thought I'd be fine without this special place to vent, but as I have found out I need an escape.
I seem to be in these cycles of depression.
My Nonni (italian for grandmother) passed away November 19th. I traveled to Florida for the burial. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. Seeing her lay there in that casket completely stiff and dead made me feel like there is just nothing in life. Nothing in life because it will always end this way. I feel a little bit more open to god. I need salvation.
On a lighter note I'm graduating this year, maybe.
When I look back onto my posts I feel a bit embarrassed about being so candid, yet at the same time I need to be this way. I have nothing else, nobody else to depend on. No one else listens.
I thought I'd be fine without this special place to vent, but as I have found out I need an escape.
I seem to be in these cycles of depression.
My Nonni (italian for grandmother) passed away November 19th. I traveled to Florida for the burial. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. Seeing her lay there in that casket completely stiff and dead made me feel like there is just nothing in life. Nothing in life because it will always end this way. I feel a little bit more open to god. I need salvation.
On a lighter note I'm graduating this year, maybe.
When I look back onto my posts I feel a bit embarrassed about being so candid, yet at the same time I need to be this way. I have nothing else, nobody else to depend on. No one else listens.
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