1:13 PM 3 Comments »
Today was sort of my breaking point, I didn't do anything. I didn't go to school, or drivers training. I just needed a break and I've been feeling sort of sick, not deathly ill, I just don't feel 100%. I went to the doctors and she said I probably have strep, so I shouldn't go to school. I definitely feel like I need my rest, except I can't rest because I'm so uncomfortable when I lay down. I've been really stressed with school trying to keep my grades at A's. I need some sort of relief from the pain. It's a constant thing for me, I'm always in somewhat terrible pain and at times it gets worse. I just can't do it all anymore. I can't get A's and be in pain every moment of my life and go to drivers training and not be able to sleep. I'm starting to feel the effect of the stress. I just need SOME sort of relief!

3 comments:

lace1070 said...

Hang in there ~ give yourself time to rest, relax, regroup. Chiari can really bring me to a breaking point and it forces me to just rest ~ which is a hard thing to do sometimes. I will pray for relief for you ~ I listened to the song i linked in below this week and it really encouraged me and gave me renewed hope. Hugs ~ Lace

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0Dg-InE8VQ

Cindy said...

Hi Sarah,

You can do it. I had chiari surgery February 6 and it took a long time to heal (I am old--39), but you will get there and it is all worth it. You are very young and when your body has more time to heal you will gradually get back into the swing of things. Be patient and keep your chin up! You can do it! :) I will pray that you start feeling better soon and that your body will heal quickly.

Take care!
Cindy

Ber. said...

Your putting to much pressure on yourself...
Just relax and take everything one day at a time.
You will be more relaxed in the end.